it would seem this is going around.

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when are you people going to learn that there's a line that should never be crossed and that's telling someone to die or making cracks about death they've experienced.

even anon. first chris, now nabii and it brought it back for me. how do people feel alright knowing that as a human they are telling another human to go end their life. how do people think that going anon makes saying that ok, how do they feel ok in their souls, saying it.

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So you thought the answer was to come here, anon, and ask me about it like its a totally casual thing that I'm fine talking about?

And eliza is gerards crazy ex-fiancee. I mean super nuts.

[(Anonymous)]

idk i guess. i was just wondering about it seeing as everyone has a different story.

i remember reading about her actually, i always preferred her over lyn-z :| i guess i didn't know much haha

[cookiedough.livejournal.com]

Three years ago I would have gotten into this straight away, defending myself, and I still kind of want to purely because you won't get the actual story anywhere else and people asking 'the internet' about me tends to bring up drama that should be buried yet keeps me awake at night. There is no one on the internet that can tell you the truth but me.

But whatever, you won't believe it anyway and you are probably trolling and just acting innocently curious so the second I say something you can go and repost it at fbg or anonq and say 'haha, look at what she's trying to say now' because this is what people do to me. You coming on to my journal anonymously and opening with that rather insensitive question is not exactly building bridges of trust here.

Shit happened. In 2006. its dead now. The only thing that keeps it alive is the internets botched and untrue re-telling of it and I wish they'd just leave it alone. As soon as it happened I went mad trying to put the truth out there but people decided that they knew the truth from some anon and wouldn't believe me, or that I liked the attention and drama.

Every time this gets brought up I get amazed that people can talk about it so casually when it was the worst harrassment of my life. I'm sure its very funny to them but.. Its not, to me.

[(Anonymous)]

i don't really go on fbg much, so i'm not trolling.
but yeah, of course i don't expect you to tell me the story!

i'm sorry that people can be so mean, rude and hurtful.
i'll leave this alone now, sorry for upsetting you.

[cookiedough.livejournal.com]

Part of me wants to tell you because I feel you are being innocently curious, but I don't have a huge amount of trust for the internet in general. You don't have to go anon you know, I won't be angry about it.