"He was saying, 'Well, look, what if it's all gonna happen again?' and I said, 'One thing: maybe it will, maybe it won't, but one thing that's going to help me not fuck up again is you, and doing all that together.' Because he means a lot..."
eta: the article I posted yesterday - the meet-up was on the 20th, Saturday night. When Carlos called in sick for his play and it didn't run. That means he's prioritizing the band. SHAKING AND CRYING.